The Ego Death Known As The Orgasm, And Why I Intentionally Denied Myself This Gift Through Sex With Men For Years

Through sex I was facing my biggest fear and I couldn’t let go and surrender to what was on the other side. I did everything I could to keep my ego alive instead of kill it through la petit mort.

Today is Friday, the beautiful day of Venus dedicated to love, pleasure, opulence, and all things sensual, feminine, and beautiful. So this evening I thought it would be a good idea to bring my sexual experiences around full-circle by bringing my awareness of my unsatisfactory relationships back to myself. For a very long time I focused on the men I was…